THE FLAW

Life doesn’t always turn out as one may ponder...There are always decisions to make and falls to take, flips and turns that cannot be learned from teachers; in a human sense. Things taught only by lessons in your life were meant. Yet I go in a continuous cycle, repetitiously annoying yet learning nothing more than to just keep going. Am I missing the grand picture of it all? And if so, what can it be that is ultimately creating my downfall? If karma is true, then what did I do to create the repeated doom? Encased in gloom which at this point can only be a product of something I constantly do. For the circumstances never change and neither do I, but the people do; and always at the end...I cry. What is the tragic flaw that is ultimately pulling me to my demise? And why is it that when one looks into my eyes, they cannot love me as a mate? Is it because I am too late or is it they don’t have the heart enough to say what they truly see; someone not worthy of their deepest affection? I once stared at my reflection, not particularly too keen of what I gazed upon... I wonder if that’s the reason, that I’m always treated; as the one for the shoulder, and not the heart? It hurts all the same when it’s over and done. The heart and brain I usually rely on, leaves me feeling lost and in pain.

                                                                                                                                                    Anonymous